
After a few recorded improvisations, applying practices learnt in class and my own recent developments in production, I created a piece of drone art named PanicBeat. A piece of music that reflects feelings of extreme tension, elements of paranoia, layers of melancholia and a score quality close to that of an 80s crime thriller.
on reflection the inspiration of this piece came from my tumultuous living situation that’s heavily unpredictable and lives on constant tension. My idea was to turn those feelings and elements of discomfort into something that could be a positive peace of art by transformation of those domestic disturbances.
The process, yet arduous was a learning process on how to tame raw sound while applying the physical language of Braxton. Creating polarity in EQ created the harmony and dissonance that I often look for in all sonic creation. The use of tape sampling allowed the harmonies to wither and breakdown in an unpredictable but purposeful manner. The reverb and granular processing allowed for the track to sway in an oceanic fashion without losing its grip on the shore. The tension comes through chord exploration although I am not familiar with any chord structures per se, I try to play purely based on what feels right.
The track builds intentionally as would tension in a scene of a movie, while still being slightly generative in nature. A sense of impending pressure is always great for noise and industrial music I find. The name reflects the tracks essence. A panic can be a pulse, in this instance it’s a continuous bass pulse that runs through out the track, I took inspiration from the early post dub scorn records such as Evanescence. I wanted the track to reflect some physical attributes of panic in the human body, such as long breathing that could present itself as a drone, the pulse of a heartbeat, or the textural scraping of finger biting.
Although this track could be seen as morbid in nature, I wanted to reflect something of real experience, although maybe in a slightly edgy hyperbolic fashion, I hope it gives a sense of realism when it comes to the darker experiences we face through life, and how the negative can be processed and transformed to become some constructive and self reflective.